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maybe it is time to say goodbye

因为很多原因，我要暂时离开

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nothing to say to you

四处都响起了烟花绽放的声音。

在爷爷家吃完团年饭后，看见门外的小孩在放烟花。

回去的路上，高尔夫山庄也在放烟花。很华丽。于是停车，走出去把它们拍下来。

烟花。

记忆在瞬间闪烁。

大家，都很开心吧？

愿大家都好。

i thought it is time to tell you something,

to unveil something i've hidden in my heart.

i miss you all these days and i don't know why.

i really want to see you.

but you just didn't turn up.

where has all the love gone.

the fountain was so beautiful, too beautiful to stand by the side of it,

the colorful light would leave the shadow of melancholy on the heart,

every lonely person's heart.

tell me how to find you, the missing special one

that day i saw you walking in the rain.

you wore your favourite coat,

just like a rose in  the grey-colored world,

the only color on this world, in my lonely heart.

ich liebe dich

今晚是多么美好。高中的最后一次元旦文艺晚会。

黑暗中，人头熙熙攘攘。不断攒动。门口不断有高三的学生零散地走进体育馆。

试图去寻找，那个陌生而有熟悉的身影。这仿佛已经成为习惯。

那个影子很像他。

晚会的灯光很好，舞台设计也很好。节目，也很不错。

当灯光逐渐暗下的时候，那种心情很奇怪。好似岁月的流逝。

教师节目很精彩。特别是老师走catwalk。大家都快疯了。从未在学校的这些节目中如此疯狂过。

狂呼，狂笑，狂在那里动。气氛很高涨。

时光，在迷幻的灯光中缓缓前进。

岁月，也在欢笑声中，光影中消逝。

尽管在学校有很多不开心的时候。

但在灯光闪烁的这一刻，我们拥有了许多。

我在黑暗中看见你走过。

在黑暗中站立。

在黑暗中迷失。

光影交错中，我很开心。

光影交错中，我看见了美好的时光。

光影交错中，我在找着自己的路。

黑暗中不断有荧光棒在空中飞舞。黑暗中划过一条条美丽的弧线。像时光的摸样，像祝福，像自由的灵魂。

像落英缤纷。

多么美好的一晚。

主持人还未宣告晚会结束的时候，我们高三的人已经开始离去。

没有人回头，回头去留恋

他们往门口走去。

最后一年。我的高中，时光，和所有爱。

忽然想起辛弃疾的《青玉案·元宵》

众里寻他千百度，蓦然回首，那人却在，灯火阑珊处。

I don’t know what love is.

I don’t know how to love you.

I even don’t know, whether this is love between you and me.

All these encounters we have for more than half a year,

Just like an arrangement by the God.

But this mysterious fate maybe only exist for a short time.

I can’t let myself know that when we will be apart.

We’ll leave some day, because of the different careers we choose.

We’ll leave here some day.

Will we have a chance to meet again after the farewell?

It’s so sad that I haven’t got any confidence in you.

Perhaps I should say, I’m not the one you miss in your mind.

I just look like her.

However, I still hope that you will tell me,

The most true feeling in the bottom of your heart.

Even though they may hurt me deeply in heart.

If so, it’ll let me forget you more surely.

When I am in a lonely mood on the road to nowhere,

I come across you, then a minute’s embrace for a life.

I hope that, if we can’t go along side by side.

The last sports meeting. It was a sports meeting that ever made me want to cry.

 Because it was the last time? Or was it because of some one?

You weren’t there.

I tried to seek you in the crowd, but it was in vain.

Where had you been all these days.

I took off my spectacles, in order not to see you if I came across you on the stairs.

I’m afraid that I’ll get lost again.

Tell me the truth. Please. Tell me why you left. Why you quit. Why.

The only sound heard is the sound of the tears.(Parkins)

It was sad that I couldn’t tell you the inner voice of my heart. T’aime.

If only God had told me how to forget you...

Let it gone with the wind.

i couldn't help thinking about you... and now, i have to leave you...

my solitude in the fading memory...

   昨晚看了A.I(Artificial Intelligence)。终于看到这部电影了。只是一部什么样的电影？我自己也说不清。最明显的感觉就是Spielberg特有的浓郁气息：对爱的发问，对世界的想象，对爱的探讨，对世界的探讨。

   从某个角度来说，这是个寻找爱的故事，一个机器人寻找爱的故事。David是未来世界新研发出来的感情机器人，他和人类一样有着细腻的皮肤，眼睛，头发，肢体，但身体内部确实没有骨骼，血肉。可他有感情。这是不是一个机器人的禁忌？David和其他同龄的儿童一样，都需要爱，因为他是一个被注入了感情模式的机器人。尽管David的感情似乎有点生硬，但他却是如此地渴望和人类有“爱”的感情交流，渴望妈妈（Monica）能够像爱她的亲生儿子Martin一样爱他。可他还是被抛弃了，迫于一种机器人与人之间的不和谐。

于是他去寻找Blue Fairy——蓝仙女。他历尽艰辛去到“世界的边缘”、“梦开始的地方”、“where the lions weep”——那个已经荒废的曼哈顿寻找蓝仙女。他只求蓝仙女能将他变成真人，就像将皮诺曹变成真正的小男孩一样。他向着蓝仙女的雕像不断虔诚地祈求:

Please, please, please make me into a real boy…

please, please, please make me into a real boy…

他内心期待着蓝仙女会挥动着手中的魔棒，将他变成像Martin一样的真正的男孩。他不断地祈求，可使奇迹没有发生。蓝仙女是如此的圣洁，可她并没有办法。这就是梦想与现实的落差之处，Reality and Dream. 这不只是机器人David的悲剧，这也是人类的悲情之处。梦想与现实，总是有差距的。但David对爱的追求，却是如此的坚定。水中的他，和蓝仙女互相凝望，直到两千年过去。

    当两千年过去，苏醒的David看到他日夜寻找的蓝仙女粉身碎骨的时候，世界似乎又经历了一次破灭。梦想，似乎永远地粉碎了。

    可David有了一次机会。他心爱的妈妈复活了。仅此一天。对于David来说，一天就足够了。只有他和妈妈，还有Teddy。这一刻他等了两千年。Two thousand years.他最亲爱的妈妈。他终于回家了。终于回到当年抛弃他的、他一直深爱的妈妈身边了。在这一天里，他的愿望终于达成，妈妈爱他。没有Martin。他为妈妈煮她喜欢的咖啡，妈妈帮他洗澡，他用画笔向妈妈讲述他历险的故事，妈妈和他一起与Teddy玩游戏。真得很幸福。当天色渐渐暗下，分离的日子也快到了。他最终得到了妈妈的爱。妈妈躺在枕边对David说：   “I love you. I really love you. I’ll always love you.”这一刻，是永恒的吗？

    从这一刻开始，David永远觉得他是幸福的。他就像一个真正的人一样，感受到了妈妈的爱，过上了有爱温存的日子。

    写到这里，我已哭过很多次了。爱是多么珍贵。

    爱，到底机器人能拥有吗？

    爱，到底怎样才算爱？

    爱，我们该怎样去获得和付出？

Love is an uneasy way to the one you love.

Please, please, please make me into a real boy…

Steven Spielberg is really a great director. He’s genius.

His films are always telling us something hidden deeply in our hearts,

always telling us what the world is,

always making us think about ourselves, our world, our soul.

We all are the people who are on the road to love,

finding and giving love on our way to happiness.

Who can tell me if we have met before?

I kept asking myself every time I came across you.

But the angel never told me the answer.

Something I couldn’t distinguish happened all the day

We should be strangers, for we didn’t know each other all these days

These peculiar moments

I just can’t recognize what is real

And what the ideology refers to

We all are strangers

From two different worlds

But why did I always think of you

While I was scared of things I thought I couldn’t come through?

Something said I couldn’t get over you

But I wouldn’t believe it

You may be just a passing fancy

I saw the fountain spraying again this evening

But I didn’t walk past it

For fear that I would encounter you again on the way to it

Every time it rained,

I would saw you on the way to a place I was not sure about

There was a place I couldn’t reach

It is a feeling of the liebe

But it’s always strange

Because I knew you on the way to a place I couldn’t understand.

今天晚上去吃日本菜了。一间叫雾都的店里。

去买文具时，看见一张移动卡的号码，尾数正好是喜欢的人的生日，当时真的好想买下来。那个生日，我一直都记着，却从来不敢亲自和他说一声生日快乐。

在靠近关口的情侣路，有好多人带着贵重狗散步。

有时候，珠海也是美丽的。

Their songs are marvelous.

Though I don’t like the Gothic Rock, the songs still sound well

And the lyrics are something paradox…

“I’m so sick of speaking word that no one understand…”

& “I can hear you whisper but you can’t even hear me screaming…”

(from Where will you gone)

&“When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears.

When you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fears…” (My immortal)

They were what you want to say from the inner heart, and what you can’t say out of your mouth because of the wounds you got from you beloved one.

Sad? Maybe. But mostly immortal.

it was so sad to hear that Poldi had been given a red card

during the match vs. Georgian.

just unbelivable

for what he had done

and what he had been done

but, i still believe him

a cool day night

saw you in dark blue unexpectedly

but couldn't see your face in the dark

as you came along the dim veranda

i just ignored you

for fear that i would be in a deep thought,

of you.

and sometimes, i really don't know what love is...